Gay and Beautiful


  Born to Be Loved

Our Deepest Apologies

Dear LGBTQ Community:

I sincerely ask for your forgiveness for all of the rejection, abuse, shame and pain that have been sent by misguided religious people.  Sadly, these often sincere individuals are actually the first victims of the self-destruct cycle which has been set in motion by man's contrived religious constructs.  Man's contrived religions are the "fig leaf" replacement for authentic connection to Source Creator, are a mixture of truth and lies and further separate us from Source Creator. When we are not authentically connected to our Creator, we naturally experience shame, fear and rejection because that is the simple cause and effect of separation from Source Love Creator. Shame-filled people, project shame onto others. Many of us do this to others in other ways and few of us are conscious of our shame burden nor have we been truly conscious of when we project that shame onto others.

It is the nature of man's contrived religion to add to, subtract from and twist the Divine Scriptures. Then, the natural outcome of shame, fear and rejection cause us to lose trust in the Love nature of Creator and doubt the good intentions of that Love.  This places a wedge of lies between us and our Creator; pushing us away further.  Messiah's purpose was to demonstrate the true nature of Source Creator Love and build the bridge back to harmonious alignment and connection with Creator void of the lies of man's religious constructs.



The only people Messiah ever condemned WERE RELIGIOUS PEOPLE who had added to, subtracted from and twisted the Torah, Prophets and other sacred writings thereby separating others from their Creator.  Religion and the mistranslation of the scriptures have perverted the understanding of Who Creator truly is and the way to connect to and stay connected to Source Creator Love.  And this is truly our greatest dilemma in regards to our ability to relate to our Creator. 

For example, we have been told SO MUCH about the "wrath' and "vengeance" of our Creator Who is supposed to be our Loving Parent.  Which one is it? 

As it turns out, in the original Paleo Hebrew language of the scriptures, the word "wrath" refers to the breath of Creator given to us to live by.  However, when that breath of Life and Love is rejected it produces death and fire...this is depicted in the duality of our universe all around us.  We see this pattern in the physics of all energy and matter.   And this simplicity of this cause and effect is actually in the definition of the pictogram word that has been erroneously translated as "wrath". 

For millennia, we have been misled by erroneous, modern Biblical translations which have led to wars, hatred and self-destruction.  The true patterns of existence and spiritual cause and effect have been obscured and we have inherited lies as to the true nature of Source Creator.  The only time Yahshua (Jesus) displayed the cause and effect of "wrath" towards anyone, whipped them and broke their stuff was the with those religious people who were obscuring, blocking and perverting the true path to maintaining a connection with Creator.  To NO ONE ELSE, was "wrath" displayed EVER.!!! Yahshua called those types of religious people “vipers”, “serpents” and said they were of their father the devil. So, we see that the pattern is that, like the devil itself, those who break the connection with Life and block others from having that connection with Life, cause and personally experience destruction.  This is actually very simple, isn't it? So, perhaps this is why Messiah recommended that we become like little children "to enter into the realms of Creator."

If Messiah refers to humanity's GMO religions in this way, it would do us well to step back from the confusion of it all and to go deep inside to our conscience...our original connection to our Source Creator, where Messiah said Creator's realm lies... even all the way into our wounded and violated consciences, our broken and hurting hearts and allow Creator's unconditional Love to heal us and show us the truth for ourselves.

I am a witness that you are deeply and completely loved by your Creator Who desires nothing more than to gather you into an eternal love hug, heal the wounds of your past and give you a peace that passes all understanding.

I am the only person I know who was raised by a gay couple in a gay community for most of my life.  In a way, I think like and have the same spiritual orientation as a gay person although I am technically classified as straight...kind of hard to explain because gayness is not just about what is "done in the bedroom", so to speak.

Our sexuality is only a part of who we are. Further, one's gender identity is still secondary to one's core essence. Just as through the scriptural records Creator use family archetypes to express aspects of Source Love to us, also involving gender identification, Creator is by no means confined to those archetypes. And neither are we.

Our core essence is spirit which is not defined by gender. Although issues of sexuality and gender may have dominated the circumstances of your personal life, in the design of things, it is not necessarily your core identity or core essence. Your heart of hearts, your conscience and your spirit are the realms where Creator Love wants to meet with you and cultivate a connection with you.

There may be information on this site about various aspects of the gay life, but in reality, due to the mistranslations of the scriptures, and the newly discovered original Biblical language, we all have a lot to learn about what is real and what are lies in regards to spiritual truth. Come join us on this journey if you can bear with us through our faults and growing pains. What I have discovered in the Paleo Hebrew definitions of the scripture has completely transformed my spiritual understanding and relationship with Creator Source.

I had a wonderful childhood in the gay community with some of the most kind, funny, sensitive, talented and brilliant people I have ever met. You are understood and accepted here.  I get you. 

This website is dedicated to that immeasurable love that your Creator HAS FOR YOU.  If you want to take a spiritual journey away from the lies of man's religion of shame toward truth, please start at the love page and click on the first video. There is a lot of material here for your benefit that all leads back to the truths hidden in the original languages of the scriptures. Consider exploring the possibilities.

I have nothing but love for you.  I see your magnificence and know you are amazing. Do you know how amazing you are and why you were created?

I make myself available to celebrate who you are, to listen to you, answer questions as best I can, pray with you, encourage you and support your highest quality of life in any way that I can. My prayers are with you every day and I pray this site can offer a counter balance to some of the painful things done against you in the name of "God" by so many.

Shalom, shalom.  

Shimon Yaheli

The Same-Sex Marriage Legal Issue is Clear

The true non-exaggerated form of separation of church and state dictates that the State cannot interfere with the free exercise of religion nor can religion be legislated by the State. In the purest constitutional sense, any two consenting adults can get married: equal access is given to all. 

It does not matter what various religious groups believe about the institution of marriage, The constitution grants equal access to all institutions of society as long as it does not harm anyone else.  Same-sex marriage is between the two parties who want to enter into a marriage contract and their contract does not infringe on the rights of anyone else. 

I advise those who feel so strongly about “the sanctity of marriage” to work on their 75% divorce rate especially before trying to deny someone else their constitutional protections to equal access.  If one has the light, one does not curse the darkness to be effective; rather, one turns on the light and lets it shine.

The church laments that the affording of equal, constitutional access to the institution of marriage is destroying society when the Bible is very clear that IT IS WHEN CREATOR’S PEOPLE lose their love and stop following Creator's instruction that society is destroyed:

And testing Him, one of them, a lawyer of the Torah, asked,  “Teacher, which is the greatest instruction in the Torah?”

And He said to him, “‘You shall love YHWH your Creator with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind.’

This is the first and greatest instruction. And the second is like it, ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’

The entire Torah and the Prophets hang on these two instructions.

Matthew 22:35-40

Everyone who hates his brother is a murderer—and you know that no murderer has eternal life abiding in him.”

1John 3:15

When MY people, who are called by MY name, HUMBLE THEMSELVES and pray and seek My face and TURN FROM THEIR EVIL WAYS, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive the error of THEIR WAYS and will heal their land.”

2Chronicles 7:14