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The Sacred Name and What It Means

In the Paleo Hebrew, which many linguists are now showing is the original language from which all other languages sprang forth, the sacred name of our Creator is read from right to left (as Hebrew is read): The letters of the name are Yod, Hey, Wauw, Hey. Since we are dealing with pictures here, there is never just one translation of the letter or of the word.  This is why it is very beneficial to meditate on these pictures and allow YHWH’s Spirit to show us the infinite depths of meaning. 

However, for discussion’s sake, we will start the process with a basic translation. As you can see, the Yod is the hand of YHWH reaching out to us, pointing the way to life.

The Hey is the picture of someone in surrender and, in this context, it is YHWH surrendering YHWH’s self to us, it also means “behold”. 

The Wauw is the picture of a tent peg or a nail.  This is extremely profound because you will find when you get into the Paleo Hebrew that Creator is always inviting us to “pitch our tent” with Him/Her.  But, even further, the nail refers to the nail-scarred hands of Messiah as YHWH surrendered to the nails for us to be able to pitch our tent with YHWH again.  We will go into more detail about this later. 

Then, the Hey again depicts our response of surrender to YHWH in beholding the love that was declared to us from the very beginning in this sacred name. The original confirmation of the work of Messiah, given 4000 years before he was even born, is built right into the revealed sacred name of our Creator.  How profound, eh?

This gets so deep you can spend a lifetime meditating upon it.  The very first word in the scripture “Bereshit” or “in the beginning” also has the entire plan of reconciliation and salvation spelled out in word pictures; such a banquet of the revelation has been hidden from us for 1700 years! Interestingly, in almost every Bible, the sacred name has been removed and replaced with the word “LORD” in all caps which is, in and of itself, a violation of the instructions given in the Bible.  This is very typical of a religious spirit to violate the instructions while claiming to keep them, to replace truth with a lie and to mix the holy and the profane.

Well, this is quite a conundrum because without going back to the original languages the truths of the scripture are hidden.  Further, there has been a fair amount of tampering and mistranslation which began most earnestly with Constantine in 300 A.D. and his Bishop Eusebias.  Constantine and his mother were both idol worshipers of Mithra or the sun god.  When Constantine realized they could not stamp out the true gospel, motivated by hell itself, they decided to just pollute it, add to it, subtract from it and twist it as they “Christianized” the known world with another gospel.  It was their army of evil that eradicated all the original manuscripts and, had it not been for the discovery of the Dead Sea Scrolls and other recent archeological finds, we might still be in the dark about this. Then, the Catholic church spent hundreds of years following suit and perverting the truth to make it fit their agenda.  They took some of the very best books out of the canon of the scripture as well. [But, we must keep in mind that just because a book or writing is ancient, does not mean it is true or accurate.]

This is one massive reason why “Christians” are so misguided; they have inherited 1800+ years worth of lies.  And, even before then, after the Jews returned from the Babylonian exile, they completely altered the original sacred language (Paleo Hebrew), began to exalt their spoken law (often called the “oral” law which connotations are quite apropos) above the scriptures themselves, finally recording them in written form as the Talmud, Mishna and other writings.  While there are some insightful passages in these books, for the most part they are adding to, subtracting from and twisting the direct experience of the individual communing with their Creator through the original Paleo Hebrew pictogram of the original scriptures and thus, we find Babylon whore religion all over again.

This is exactly what Messiah was addressing in his earthly ministry. He was trying to bring the people back to conscience, the original, sacred scriptures, a loving relationship with Creator from the heart and show them the error of the doctrines of men and of devils…so they had to crucify him; natch.

Therefore, to receive accurate understanding of scripture, we must study many different sources and many different translations and then, go back to our internal truth meter and measure what we read against what rings absolutely true in our whole being, in creation and, basically, in all of energy and matter; not what we want it to be, but what it really is.  What is such a shame is that the original Hebrew manuscripts of the Renewed Testament/Contract are all lost save the book of Matthew which was just recently discovered and the translations are hard to come by.  Why is this a shame?  Because with the original Hebrew (remember the Bible was written by Jews) we can always go back to the Paleo Hebrew and find the truest meaning. We will address the issues of the Original Contract (aka the Old Testament) and what people find distasteful and barbaric about it later on.

First, let’s look at the whole reason this movie and agreement of time is being acted out: The Cosmic Love Story! In the beginning was an infinite Creator who wanted to have children. The challenge was this: do I make robots that HAVE TO love me or do I create a situation where these children can freely choose to love me for Who I am or not?  Do you want friends who HAVE TO like you or friends who CHOOSE to like you? The only way to make free will truly free is if every other option is fully expressed. Otherwise, it wouldn’t be much of a choice, would it? Now, without going into the details of everything at this juncture, let’s suffice it to say that when an occasion to choose to separate from YHWH was given, we did not follow the patterns and instructions given to maintain that connection and we took what we thought would make us wise like gods when really, it just separated us from our Creator.  We all do this every day; so it is nothing new. Yet, this dynamic really needed to happen.  

And, so now we find ourselves like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz; she really didn’t appreciate her home and her family until she was far, far away.  Dorothy proved her love for her home and family by wanting to go back and by being willing to go through whatever she had to in order to get back there. And, so here we are: entropy was introduced into our universe, separation from Creator occurred and now, it is up to us to find our way back if we really care and really believe in this Cosmic Love story.  And, like Dorothy, strangely, we have the capacity to go back AT ANY TIME. Granted, there is more to it than just clicking your heels together three times and saying, “There’s no place like home,” but you get the gist.

Yes, modern “Christians” tell you all you have to do is say a magical prayer and you will be “saved’.  And, while some people do have an experience and reconnection with YHWH during this little prayer, we don’t find this method in the scripture anywhere. It is not a country club, for crying out loud; it is a relationship.  True interpretation of the scripture tells us that being reconciled to our Creator is much deeper than what we have been told by “Christians”; it is a direct and personal encounter with the Source of all Life and Love that goes to the depths of our heart, of our soul, our mind and spirit. This is a personal journey where we return to the arms of our loving Creator and choose to love Creator because Creator first loved us. This journey begins when we choose to believe in love no matter how twisted around man’s religion has our mind.  This is available to anyone who is sincere and earnest at any time. As we saw above in the sacred name, Creator is pointing the way back home and is reaching out to us constantly…it is the very nature of our Creator to want His/Her children back in the family. And so, Creator surrendered Himself/Herself to pay the highest possible price needed to adopt us back into the family as a display of pure and total love. By beholding and receiving this sacrifice on the deepest possible level; we can come back home to our Source.  Our Creator-Father-Mother knows that we will fall short, is willing to forgive and is able to help us to stop sabotaging and destroying ourselves; this IS the true gospel.

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"And at dawn Yahshua came again into the Mount of Olives, and all the people were coming to Him. And having sat down, He was teaching them. And the scribes and Pharisees brought to Him a woman caught in adultery. And having set her in the midst, 

They said to Him, “Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery.  And, in the Torah, Moses instructed us that such should be stoned. What then do You say?”  And this they said, trying Him, so that they might accuse Him.

But Yahshua bending down, wrote on the ground with His finger, as though He did not hear them. But as they kept on questioning Him, He straightened up and said to them, “He who is without separation from Creator and who has not the missed the mark among you, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.” 

And bending down again, He wrote on the ground.  And when they heard it, being reproved by their conscience, went out one by one, beginning from the older ones until the last. And He was left alone, and the woman standing in the middle. 

And Yahshua, straightening up and seeing no one but the woman, said to her, “Woman, where are those accusers of yours? Did no one condemn you?” And she said, “No one, Sovereign.” And Yahshua said to her, “Neither do I condemn you. Go and separate yourself from your Creator no more.”" John 8:2-12

For a moment, let’s try to forget all of the religious systems of the world and let’s view spirituality from the perspective of energy physics and matter composition; this is the most accurate scripture we can ever read. 

According to the Bohr model, from the microcosm to the macrocosm, all energy and matter consists of highly ordered patterns of perfect harmonic orbital patterns and torsion energy fields.  Each mini universe of the atom, like our external universe, seems to be made up mostly of space which turns out to actually be held together by an invisible, organizing energy field often called scalar energy, the morphogenic field and various other names.  For sure, we can’t really define it, CERN is looking for it, but we all know deep in our “knower” that it exists.

For years, scientists thought that the space between atomic particles was empty… however quantum physics has shown us a very different picture.  And, really is it any surprise when we already know that splitting an atom causes a nuclear explosion?  Obviously this empty space is replete with extremely powerful energy.  We also see from the splitting of atoms that when the order of the atom is disturbed great destruction ensues.  All of energy and matter follow the same patterns of order.  All of outer space follows the same patterns of order of inner space.

Okay, so imagine you are this vast creative energy Source whose mystery and definition defies human description…how are you going to express spiritual truth to created, finite children?

Further, imagine that when you decide how you are going to do this, you have elected to entrust the keeping and sharing of this information into the hands of these children.  Anyone who has dealt with young children knows that their faculties dictate certain limitations and, as precious as they are, they can easily daydream into their conversations their interpretations of how they view their world and what they are talking about. 

And so, Creator Source gave us all an internal truth meter, often referred to as the conscience.  Many call it intuition or a gut feeling.  It is the capacity within us all that bypasses the noise of words, emotions and circumstances to the core essence of the truth of a thing.  With this capacity, it doesn’t matter how badly the children mess up the retelling of the Cosmic Love story; we can know in our own “knower” what is real and what isn’t. Further, the story of this love is encoded into all of creation around us. However, from day one, we have been told lies about our Creator and are conditioned to use only our intellect and 5 senses to understand ourselves and our world rather than our conscince.

So, rather than maintaining that sensitive connection to Source Truth, we learn to be conditioned by our environment and culture to respond a certain way to things and, by the time we reach adult hood, we are often alienated from our internal truth meter and left to our finite minds to comprehend infinite concepts and realities.  

Messiah told us:“The Kingdom of YHWH is within you.” Luke 17:21.  Here Messiah is confirming that we all were born with the ability to connect with Creator YHWH from the place of conscience: our sacred deposit of Creator Self and Creator’s Kingdom within us THAT EVERY PERSON HAS.  Even the word “kingdom” is a deficient explanation and is a description given in terms that children can relate to and grasp.  We must always keep in mind when approaching spiritual truths that the challenge is that we are trying to boil down an infinite “rocket science”, so to speak, into terms that can be understood and correlated by finite, comparatively infantile, spiritual children.

And further, the apostle Paul confirmed this dilemma to Timothy: “Now the goal of YHWH’s instructions is love from a sincere heart, from a good conscience and a demonstrable faith, which some, having missed the goal, have turned aside to senseless talk…” 1 Tim 1:5,6

And so, does it not make perfect sense that over time, ant hills of error have become mountains of misunderstanding built by those who have disconnected themselves from their own conscience, invented religious systems to compensate for this disconnection, who, as a natural consequence, are full of shame, have been making up lies to suit their tortured conscience and have been talking a bunch of smack for thousands of years?

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